It's finally almost here, just one more week to go and we will know how things are looking for the past 12 weeks.  Sometimes it's hard to believe that I have been on this medicine for 7 months and other times it feels like forever.  I would have thought by now I would stop with new side effects but oh no not me :) I started with some new ones this week so I'm really getting anxious waiting for this next appointment.  I think though maybe it's my thyroid meds, since I never got a new appointment for the endo I don't think anyone is monitoring my thyroid so I'm going to ask my doctor to run those tests next week too. 

It's been a rough couple of weeks, I was pretty depressed but I knew in time I would be able to work things out again.  I think it get's tough being alone so much but I don't have enough energy to visit people or even have people visit me but I really hope that gets better.  I had a wonderful day yesterday with a great friend and I am hoping finally getting out of the house doing some walking and enjoying some great company will be the start of a wonderful weekend first off with the getaway with my daughter and then to our block party on Sunday.  Can't wait...  Looking forward to doing some of the wine tours with Keirstyn and just vegging by the pool with her, it's needed by both of us so much. 

Nothing else really going on.  I really wanted to stop in and say hi to everyone - let everyone know that next week will be the big test and the results will be known by Thursday.  And I really really want to thank everyone for their wonderful comments to my blog.  I love hearing back from people, please know that what you write back to me continues to give me the strength to fight this battle.  Knowing that you all are willing to share some of your memories and feeling (whether good or bad) means to world to me, hearing what some of you have went through in dealing with the death of a loved one, or in facing your own battles issues is another way for me to look for more in myself.

So please continue to do so, please know how much it means to me.  I love you all and miss you all too - hopefully I'll be able to start getting around a little bit more, I miss seeing people, I just know that right now I need to focus on what my body needs and right now it's pushing me to rest a lot - oh well you have to do what's best for yourself right :)

 

Love & Peace

Sue