Well they came back with a preliminary approval, they won't go over the scans with me but overall I have to try and take that as a good thing cause if I know I have it other places than that will drive me even more nuts.  We were back at U of P today for the final tests (blood, ekg's etc...) well I thought this part would be a no brainer; I have never had any problems that I know of with my heart.... WELL appears that I do.  Why oh why can't one thing go right :).  They did 3 EKG's, each at 2 minutes apart, my first one came through as normal, my 2nd came back as abnormal and my 3rd came back normal with a BUT... LOL.  I have something going on but I don't know what, the nurse is sending it through to the dr and the drug company and is hopeful that everything will continue on pace with Thursday YES Thursday I go back to U of P to take my first pill.  Bittersweet it is.  At this point I am just going with that the abnormal results of the EKG will be my baseline and as long as they expect it back abnormal after I start the pill hopefully nothing will stop me from at least going on it for a couple of weeks.  Being POSITIVE :)

So Joey and I are finally going away for a couple of days.  We had out Monday after he gets done work and we will be back Wednesday.  I didn't want to really do anything next week but I'm afraid of getting too sick and us not having done anything at all so we bit the bullet and are just going.  Everyone on FB was great with the ideas but Erin finally pushed me into deciding on the B&B thank you so much for all your help.

Well that's it for now, I'm doing ok.  Little nervous over all of this but overall just thankful that I am getting a chance at trying something - and you know what no matter how it turns out at least I know I did what I could, I quit smoking, I'm trying a drug that in the end my have no results BUT at least I didn't give up, I'm fighting and I will as long as I possibly can.

 

Love & Peace to all

Sue